So today is the start of a diet. I know what you are thinking. "Ugg. Diets. They suck hard." Yeah I know but I am trying something different. I am starting the Special K Diet. Now I know that this is only a two week kind of thing but I am mainly using this as a kick start to losing weight. I have decided that it is time for me to do something. I am not unhappy and I am not doing this so people will look at me different but I do understand what a danger to my health it can be. I also am doing this so when Mike and I decide to have another child I want to be able do a VBAC. And one thing that can affect that is my weight. So. Today is day one. And the best part about this diet is you eat alot of cereal. I love cereal!!
I have been struggling with my weight since I was in middle school. I have only managed to lose weight once in my life and that was back in highschool so this is going to be fun. One of my biggest hang ups when it comes to losing weight is because I was always trying to do it for someone else. And then it turned into not wanting to lose weight because I wanted people to like me because of who I am on the inside. Not by what I looked like and it was my way of rebelling against the world. But now, I am doing this for me. And me alone. It won't be easy I know but I am determined and hopefully blogging about it will help keep me accountable.
So....here we go!